The Inner Circle

The inner circle of friendship, is more than having the title "friend" I have had plenty of so-called friends in this life, that smiled in my face and talked about me like I was their worst enemy. As I grew older I grew fonder of the term friend not because I had real friends, but because I knew the struggle into finding a real friend. I cherish friendship seriously. Friendship is a touchy matter to me because I want the "perfect friendship". To me, the perfect friendship consist of standing by each others side through whatever may be the situation. Regardless of the different views friends are able to stand their ground, and still manage to remain sensitive to the opinions the other one hold. Like any relationship a friendship needs to be cherished, and the only way of showing that you cherish the relationship is to COMMUNICATE(conversation rules the nation). Recently I lost one of the people I can say has grown to know me. I really loved this girl like she was my sister, but when it all boiled down she let other people make her perception of me. Not what she felt of me, or what she learned of who I was!!! She spent every day with me damn-near for the past year, IF YOU HAVEN'T LEARNED WHO I WAS BY NOW, maybe it wasn't meant-to-be!! I mean it's ridiculously insane, becasue if we weren't together we were on the phone!! I just say to the readers, be careful how you choose who's inside your inner circle, but A CIRCLE IS CONTINUOUS AND SHOULD NEVER BE BROKEN. You must always give 100% in any relationship or whatever you do. Without doing so you probably would end up wasting a good thing, or missing out on your perfect match!! VALUE AND CHERISH YOUR FRIENDS FROM THIS DAY FOWARD!! I will remain 2 cherish mines, but I refuse to put forth what others are holding back.